This is secretly called my inner asshole. The power and strength hidden within, until she is most needed. I have judged her, ridiculed her and hidden her deep within me, worlds away from prying eyes. That is, until she is desperately needed. On this day I was in a car accident. My beautiful inner asshole, hidden worlds away, leaped from the car and demanded justice from the car that would be driving away from the accident. Not on her watch. I am grateful to her and promise not to hide and devalue her, reserving her for only the darkest occasions. She is an honored guest at my table, even if I never know what she will say or do next. Secretly, I watch with pride and admiration for her fearless strength and acumen.
I am a lifelong learner, open, honest, raw and pure to who I am; without compromise or exception.
I am constant and ever changing, evolving, growing and experiencing life without resistance. I choose to push past my comfort zone, following my inner wisdom and guidance, with passion and perseverance.
I do not know, is my mantra. Grounded in groundlessness, flexible and flowing, with nothing to attain and nothing to achieve.
What is happening right now is accepted wholeheartedly. There is no other choice. The present moment is where I find peace and tranquility, resting in the vast expanse of my own heart.
Compassion and forgiveness are my foundation. Knowing that nothing really matters, allows me to truly let go; without attachment, grasping, clinging, or holding on, I am free. And in freedom there is no more suffering or confusion, nothing left to lose. I am that I am, is all that remains.
My mission is to end all suffering and confusion; igniting joy, laughter and play, through the innate childlike nature, painting with compassion and forgiveness, accessing freedom and arriving in absolute liberation.
-Anastacia Lynn Jayet